WAZZZUP! alright today i bring you a short episode of the documentary of the rare christian ivan.

So i guess its.....................






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Schedule: month of Sep

7-9 : Campus Crusade Survivor Camp ( made plenty of friends there ... hee!)
11 : Jamming session one, can view the vid ( cover 2 ). our new singer singing!
14-16: Think Big 06, what makes me think i am going to heaven? hmmm. I shall talk about that another time... and not so "happy" memories... haha, not really, i did enjoy doing it, its jus you know... embarrassing?
18 : Jamming session 2, bobby said vid was too near amps. jammed at this place in clark quey...
19 : A good friend's birthday
20 : Argh... need to go school make time table.... (btw, i am repeating a module... i definitely feel motivated to study now!)
21 : jamming session 3, pray that i can get a good vid this time so i can show you guys! :)
22 : Leaders retreat final evaluation... (better be) and final lesson of Friday BS... (sobs... I want minor prophets study)
23 : CE outing, justins and hon wei's birthday and Eleana's BD party at sentosa... hmmm (wonder how am i going to do all 3?)
25 : Start of school term...

wow... did you see the word slack in my schedule? what happened to my daily work out of munching and playing com games all day-and-night-(till day) days? haiz. But i know i cannot be a slacker! I promised my QT partner that i will do qt every night and sms her my lesson! but she so faithful, making me look like a Peter... NO! I want to do QT every night! I want to conquer my body as well! ARGH!

My band, currently nameless, seems to be heading somewhere... we enjoy J-rock and hope to spread the joy of listening to j-rock and punk. As leader of the band, or not really leader, but founder, I really am tempted to bring the band to new heights.
We are all aspiring artist, trying out new styles and play methods all the time...

Ah, a fellow classmate told me, "we musicians must have pride in our skills" I totally agree. But i also know when to humble myself so that i can improve. Argh!... Kum Soon, suddenly i miss you already... You know, I have been playing the guitar like 3 years now, but i feel like i have been going now where... God please guide me, Sent me a person to take over as chairman, and i shall go over to worship and dwell in my interest of service.

About my chairmanship? hmmm, really feel responsible for the loss of members in the YF. I have one weakness, i cannot be stern in anything i do, i melt easily (esp. if i work with girls... I pray i do not always work with them...) Speaking of girls... hmmm, i will get to that in the next paragraph ( relax ar guys, machiam despos like that) I really pray that someone can take over me as chairman. I really want someone mature to take on responsibilities, to go through any form of trouble. Of course that person wont be alone. I will back him up until I leave the youth, that will be abt 5-7 years time? dunno. but one day i will out grow right?

Ok about girls. Nothing arousing here guys, if you are looking for things like tat, i recommend that you pray that you know your salvation well. haha. Recently i have been reading this book, " I kissed dating goodbye " by joshua harris. The title totally turned me off, and when charlse gave me the book as a birthday present, which was like 3 days after my break up, i never ever wanted to see that book near me in anyway possible... but times passes, now i confidently can let go of the relationship, and read the book. and now i realized i should have read the book earlier...

It talks about the beauty of relationships, between a man and a woman. And about serious and God fearing aspects of it. I thank God that Charles passed me the book. I really owe you one now...

1 month before the performance, better sleep for tomorrows session, NIGHT!

~~~~~~~~~~IVAN OUT TO TO TO!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~