First of all. you all should know this tone by now... I cannot make a fun entry today. However the vindicated self will aspire to dissappear soon as the haze dies down. Hold on your yearnings for i shall soon return

But in this entry, I want to do a few things

After so long of what i think was chasing God is a stumbling block for me. Its not because i have too many ministries to attend to, but its because the idiotic immature self that stills wants to feed its self worthiness. I feel so selfish! I know i cannot do so many things, yet i knew that no one would do them, but i have not seeked those who might do a better job? Am I not a stumbling block to you if I deliver something not well done? Surely you would want to be out of range of where i would go! I do not want to curse anyone, But i do wanna say this to those associated with the evil one named Satan or Lucifer the fallen.

You may run triumphant in the fall of man, But in the death of His Son, You shall eat the dust of the earth once again. You of pure evil and hatred for the Lord, The meek shall reign over the legions where you lay domain over. From the beginning of man, to the end, you stayed to watch man kill themselves. You have brought us the age of decline and degeneration, And you prosper in the suffering of all. You who do not submit to the love and authority of the Father, You shall eat your words when you have to bow before the father over the damage you have done! You plague the earth, and you corrupt the hearts! I will not forgive those who seek deniel of the truth, those who prosper in the shadows of the blackened wings. The fallen stands on high grounds, stands on the head of men. He laughs and scorns those who try to oppose him. Yet Victory is ours! He have no longer a hold on those who claim the blood of the lamb! My friends! Jesus died to save you! And to prove that he can reign triumph over death, that he has already won over the gates of hell, He rose from hell to heaven! You can defeat the evil one! How ignorant are those who think that evil co exist. The balance of good and evil was brought to man in free will! Our sinful nature is what free will brings, Death! Why do you all justify yourrselves, make your self feel better? Why do you bargain with the Lord? I am a hypocrite, I done a good deed hoping that my sincerity will win the love and embrace of the Lord. How immature i truely am! I detest the flesh yet savour pleasure from it! Am i truely not a hypocrite? You who think you can sympathise, I truely want you to feel the Holy Spirit, who is grieved over the damage we have done. Are we not sensetive enough? Are we blatantly ignoring his will for us? The time will come when man will be against each other, brother against brother. Christians against Christians. Those who fight for what they believe will fight one another. The decline and the reign of the evil one. All will come to pass, so that the prophesies might be fulfilled. All for the Glory of Him, who seeks the return of those who want to return to him.

Ivan out.