Well enough is enough man... this past week i encountered about 5 different deaths ( 4 persons and a dog ). And with the extremely tiring week, and a suffering "friendship", Its pretty stressful.

First was aunty. Uncle Chee mengs mum. Her passing was very unexpected cos we saw her the previous sunday... I am rather shock and sad to see her leave us...

Next was the unexpected death of a aeronautical student, whose bike fell skid and killed him instantly. I found out when i realised that i am the only person in a class and when i ask the lecturer where are the rest, he told me they all attended his funeral and postponed it

next was when i followed Jemie home when her dog was giving birth to a puppy. it was premature but showed signs of health and hope... I was actually fascinated by its coming into the world... but it died of something the next day...

then was Don's elder sis. She's so young and pretty, but her passing was sad. i am still sad, and amongst the deaths, hers disturbs me. My heart is with his family now.

Then this morning was rather shocking ( but not as bad cos i have seen so many people pass on recently ) was the passing of my great grand mother. she lived to a ripe old age of 102 years old. and now she have gone home to the Lord.

I am not sure about you guys, but i see life very fragile and uncontrollable. its like anytime God can just call you home. Its disturbing. but we have the assurance of salvation that makes a difference.

Because of Don's sis wake, I got into emotional trouble with her. With the added pressures of the late and tiring previous days and the worship session i have to prepare, there was unnecessary tension.

But it still does not change the fact that she always takes things for granted and irritatingly only panic when its like too late. How am i suppose to handle my feelings around someone like that, I ask you.

Glad that my groups project is progressing and that we are moving somewhere. but now the auditor pressuring us to go for the highlighted projects group where we will exhibit the project. pretty scared now. and not scared of the exhibit, but for my grades cos i did not put in as much effort as some of the guys. time to buck up.

had a great jamming session with Farhan before all the madness from yesterday. Was shredding session 101, pure soloing madness, very fulfilling, and i think i may have found my new jamming mate.

then today's worship was kinda good. it was dedicated to Don's sis. I feel that the team done a fairly good job today. there was dynamics and discussion of appropriate music level and understanding. And bernice had her wisdom tooth plucked out, but her chubby cheeks look made it look normal. we felt that she looks like Qoo. lol

Next week is gonna be another exhausting one... everyday got things on...

k guys talk to you again k? thanks girls for visiting my site.

PS: gonna cut my hair soon, I am open to cool suggestions :)