wow, seems like i never updated my blog for some time. Better do some domestic house keeping now. Let me explain why i do not update my blog. November has been a emotional strain for me, i do wish to explain. And december... oh wake me up when december ends... oh wait it ended already. Darn. It was the same as the other years when i was chairman. Preparing for camp and exam, projects, family, friend and what have you... And there was my school spinnovex. Dun ask me how my group got the silver award, i am amazed that we even got into the spinnovex.

Anyway, Its a new year, but things are pretty much the same. However i am not gonna waste this year. This is my chance to find my life. And while I am at it, I am gonna have as much fun as i can. Now i am not chairman and stuff, I do not have the responsibility of making sure everythings well. But I guess i need to have more faith in Josiah, our new Youth worker. Still pretty much involved in YF, since Mavis is kinda like a greenhorn at worship. I guess everyone needs experience. I need to step back a little. I hope that this coming saturday is the last time i lead youth worship. I pray that new Worship Leaders will rise.

Almost wanted to move out recently. My grandma went a little short circuit the past 2 months, shes disowning all her children like its the new in thing and she was giving me hell. But i guess the recent 4 member birthday gave her a little smile. until my 2nd uncle wife made a smug comment and now my grandma is suddenly nice to me again. Figures.

About my guitar, Picking it up again. I dun wanna waste my time, although my PSP which i won by accident, is eating much of my time. I think i pissed my new teacher Paul Danial off, I went for one lesson, but had no chance to go back to him cause of FYP and what have you... and i am still stuck at verve, dunno why but i am not learning much under him now...

anyway, today went to practice my guitar abit, and for fun I played the national Anthem. lol



And I made a song maybe about 3 weeks ago, its a guitar instrumental, but i just used chords only. enjoy. Feng nan found it mysterious, how about you?



back into song writing mode again. But exams round the corner... haiz, PSP or Pass? hard to decide. :)

anyway, I hope that this year the band can at least play consistent this year, I dun care much about fame or money... music is more than enough for me.