Argh, the strain in the brain, Ivan is here again, so lets gets straight to business. ( workers take leave to read my entries...)
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Haiz, I am such an idiot. I realised that after my blog kinda offended a few girls... i shall not name who. Argh, forgive me k? From now on i try to leave people related to me out of the picture. I know my mistake already k? Ha, but best you do not stay cooped up in that little world of yours... we all need friends. But i went too far i guess, we need our privacy. So if i offended you in any way possible, sorry k? ( I rather take a head butt of zidane now...)
OK! I shall not include girls into my entries from now. I respect your decision to the heart. SOOM PAH! haha. wah... starting to regret taking engineering as my course of studies liao... maths everyday man... no one else in church or my friends are taking the kind of course of study i am taking? Am i smart or dumb? not sure already... argh the strain in the head. Decided to do this entry even though i have a C# programming test after this.
Guys, lets be frank with ourselves. Are we doing the things we really want? I reflect and reflect and actually the real reason i entered this course is because i thought its rather prestigious and high class. You can imagine things like this when you are in my course...
A: " Wow long time no see now, what are you studying?"
Me: "Aeronautical engineering"
A: (If the person is smart enough) "Wow... thats tough! you must be really smart!"
Me: "Not really... I am one of the lousiest in the class..."
A: "Ok... whats your GPA ( Grade point average )?"
Me: "er... only around 2.8..."
A: "wah seh, so smart ar..."
And it can go on and on and on ( on to the power of a million) About how good i am or something like that... then they all think i am some kind of superman then dun care how i feel.
I honestly find it very tiring to do the task people entrust into my hands. I like the authority, but the power comes with a price. I need to be mature, EVERY WHERE I GO! i need to show the level of respect for my superiors and stuff like that... I dun really like the Hierachy system.
What happened to speaking in love to one another? I find my brothers telling me things that put me down. You think i think slow to shoot back at you because i am slow to respond? More like you all practice shooting so much that your mouths naturally feed your ego. I despise you people. However through the love of Christ, I learn to love you people as well.
I apologise to people who offend me or been offended by me in any way.Guys, Sorry if my mouth have been rough or thinking of making myself look good, saving my pride. Girls, sorry for my insensivity. I know i am a boring and lousy guy to talk to. From now on, expect lesser nonsense to come from my finger tips and mouth. And i will put more focus into my studies, quit my extra module and focus in my ministry work.
On top of that, I want to learn how to put girls out of my life. I am rather tired of playing catching with you girls out there. It strains me emotionally, financially, physically, spiritually and others ways.
I really want to get a girl friend, believe me i do. However i am not made for the chase of the girls i truely desire. I desire girls who are good looking, modest, and just care for me no matter what i say or do... However, i realised that i have been treating everything like one big joke...
My studies are going down the drain... i feel spiritually dry... i feel extremely lonely... i grow bored in the people i meet, the things i do... I am just tired of everything... tired of not being myself... I want to feel welcome... but i feel like people rather i welcome others than i feel at home. They expect me to act as a mature adult, but honestly i do not want to. in 2 years time, i will entering NS... please let me have a sense of freedom before i start working in the secular world... I do not want to have a deprived teenage life...
I know i sound immature, hey i dun blame you man. Try being somebody you are not for the next 2 years, let me know how you feel. Right now, all i really want to accomplish is to straighten out my life, create more breathing space and recreation time for myself, and enhance my skills or areas that i should touch on.
so please my friends, sometimes when you truely want to see the beauty of something, sometimes its best to see it truely free.
Ivan out
Friday, July 28
Tuesday, July 25
AL--- RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGhT~! bloggo bloggo bloggo ENTRY GO GO GOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
Touched with the passion the Pah- sion! OF LOVE!!!!!! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!
kk, thanks to all to those who enjoy my session and brought home something , be it the lesson, the fun, the whackiness, the less than a dollar pencil ( ooops... HAHAHA ) or purely great time of fellowship and worship to the Lord almighty, who reigns over the heavens and the earth!
Ehz, Like to ask you something. Isnt singapore being small great? First of all, its possible to go around singapore in a day. Next, you keep bumping into all your friends. Ya i know, sometimes you dun wan, but they . ~WHISTLE~ ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!! ~ WHISTLE~~ WHOOOOOO! steady ar, thank you MR Carlsberg, i promise i will drink you from now on. WAH HAHAHAHA! ( no lah... i dun drink... unless depress then different story, where i mix beer for water. oops )
Oh yeah, Happy Birthday to Singapore, Jermyn, and CHRIS! good job guys for staying well for so long, please continue to survive and strive fer the Lord man. Do us proud by getting at least 50+ marks for every subjects and A+ for CCAs. WAY TO GO!
Finally ended my guitar course, however going to miss Kum soon fer the while... NOT! gonna crash that old man's guitar shop this friday and give him a heart attack about me damaging justin's father's $3500 ++ Gibson Les Paul.yikes! no lah, I just taking a friend to patronize the place lah.
hmmm, Thank you Lord for laying down paths that are smooth sailing and turbulent at the same time. Now i am talking to my ex again. Seems like eternity since we spoke to each other. Actually i have not met her for 3 years, ever since we broke up... I asked her to join me at the St Patricks Rock concert charity, event name called "SPROUT ROTI" or "St Patricks Reaching OUT to India". Actually i went to support my class mate daryl's band, Tealfault, but Ronin was there too. HAHA, that Albino lead singer is weird man, he always look as if he is on drugs... Not bad ar daryl, remember the rare christian ivan when you become famous OK! or i promise you a eternal spam of chain mails... bwa ha ha ha....
Oh yeah, back to my ex, haha, never seen her 3 years, how she have grown. She is much prettier now, and much mature... hmmm... However i do not want to rush things, although we now talking alot, and i kind of BHB to her... but i never talk dirty to her OK! I am not flirting and i dun go for flings k!We are just friends! unlike you JUSTIN! HAHA! FORGIVE ME! hahaha
Currently i find myself engulfed with girls... Recently read a whole comic series titled " Ichigo 100% " . The story is about a guy, who gets involved with a lot of pretty anime babes in high school, and has to break their hearts because he cannot decide among them. ARGH! I HATE THE ENDING. The ending is that he did not end up with the girl he is suppose to be with, but another girl because he does not want to hurt her.
Fine, I professed to the Lord that i am very very tempted to jump into a relationship with any of the girls i know now... However, i want the Lord to guide me. Cos you give me a chance... i dunno man... i might FUUUUUUUUU!!! #CENSORED# #CENSORED# ( wat you thinkin man... :) )
Today ( 25 june 2006 ) i met Esther of Campus crusade during our CLM today. Turns out she is from my church as well! Cos i saw a picture of her husband, MING JET! wooo ... ( tune starts ) ( its a small world after all, its a- AH SHUT UP! BANG! (shotgun lowered)) hahaha! She will be doing BGR talk for the YF on october... and she confessed something about the offer to do the talk infront of SPCCC, not knowing that i was the chairman of my youth... heh heh heh. can black mail pple liao... ( WT! am i thinking... Arent i truely a follower of Jesus? Why thy evil desires beckons reasoning! Argh! Down you lackey of the gratified nature!"
heh, to You who truely wants to read a poem purely written by me, Angela, here we GO!
The Spectacle
Behold the grandior of whirling mass
A spark held by consuming strains
Crash and snaps of new terrain
Yet new life was bane but soon to wane
The first of man lay the domain
from lush pastures to the vast plains
The Maker judge an eternal toil
who ever who eats of this soil
Towers rose and Kingdoms fall
uprisings and a quick winter guide
many a fallen, taken in haste
meets the One that sets them in place
The Lord creates and the Lord takes
A new creation and destruction wakes
There will come the time when the serpent falls
the pillars that follows, follows suit.
Argh... poem not that good lah... what you expect, i never really written for yearss liao. But good attempt, i will catch up with my english soon! And i gonna pick Jap as well. well at least i say a famous qoute from a very distinct individual of the Japanese society. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!
k, gotta sleep now
IVAN OUT- TO! ( guys remember, dun eat extra bitter chocolates, they do things man...)
Touched with the passion the Pah- sion! OF LOVE!!!!!! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!
kk, thanks to all to those who enjoy my session and brought home something , be it the lesson, the fun, the whackiness, the less than a dollar pencil ( ooops... HAHAHA ) or purely great time of fellowship and worship to the Lord almighty, who reigns over the heavens and the earth!
Ehz, Like to ask you something. Isnt singapore being small great? First of all, its possible to go around singapore in a day. Next, you keep bumping into all your friends. Ya i know, sometimes you dun wan, but they . ~WHISTLE~ ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!! ~ WHISTLE~~ WHOOOOOO! steady ar, thank you MR Carlsberg, i promise i will drink you from now on. WAH HAHAHAHA! ( no lah... i dun drink... unless depress then different story, where i mix beer for water. oops )
Oh yeah, Happy Birthday to Singapore, Jermyn, and CHRIS! good job guys for staying well for so long, please continue to survive and strive fer the Lord man. Do us proud by getting at least 50+ marks for every subjects and A+ for CCAs. WAY TO GO!
Finally ended my guitar course, however going to miss Kum soon fer the while... NOT! gonna crash that old man's guitar shop this friday and give him a heart attack about me damaging justin's father's $3500 ++ Gibson Les Paul.yikes! no lah, I just taking a friend to patronize the place lah.
hmmm, Thank you Lord for laying down paths that are smooth sailing and turbulent at the same time. Now i am talking to my ex again. Seems like eternity since we spoke to each other. Actually i have not met her for 3 years, ever since we broke up... I asked her to join me at the St Patricks Rock concert charity, event name called "SPROUT ROTI" or "St Patricks Reaching OUT to India". Actually i went to support my class mate daryl's band, Tealfault, but Ronin was there too. HAHA, that Albino lead singer is weird man, he always look as if he is on drugs... Not bad ar daryl, remember the rare christian ivan when you become famous OK! or i promise you a eternal spam of chain mails... bwa ha ha ha....
Oh yeah, back to my ex, haha, never seen her 3 years, how she have grown. She is much prettier now, and much mature... hmmm... However i do not want to rush things, although we now talking alot, and i kind of BHB to her... but i never talk dirty to her OK! I am not flirting and i dun go for flings k!We are just friends! unlike you JUSTIN! HAHA! FORGIVE ME! hahaha
Currently i find myself engulfed with girls... Recently read a whole comic series titled " Ichigo 100% " . The story is about a guy, who gets involved with a lot of pretty anime babes in high school, and has to break their hearts because he cannot decide among them. ARGH! I HATE THE ENDING. The ending is that he did not end up with the girl he is suppose to be with, but another girl because he does not want to hurt her.
Fine, I professed to the Lord that i am very very tempted to jump into a relationship with any of the girls i know now... However, i want the Lord to guide me. Cos you give me a chance... i dunno man... i might FUUUUUUUUU!!! #CENSORED# #CENSORED# ( wat you thinkin man... :) )
Today ( 25 june 2006 ) i met Esther of Campus crusade during our CLM today. Turns out she is from my church as well! Cos i saw a picture of her husband, MING JET! wooo ... ( tune starts ) ( its a small world after all, its a- AH SHUT UP! BANG! (shotgun lowered)) hahaha! She will be doing BGR talk for the YF on october... and she confessed something about the offer to do the talk infront of SPCCC, not knowing that i was the chairman of my youth... heh heh heh. can black mail pple liao... ( WT! am i thinking... Arent i truely a follower of Jesus? Why thy evil desires beckons reasoning! Argh! Down you lackey of the gratified nature!"
heh, to You who truely wants to read a poem purely written by me, Angela, here we GO!
The Spectacle
Behold the grandior of whirling mass
A spark held by consuming strains
Crash and snaps of new terrain
Yet new life was bane but soon to wane
The first of man lay the domain
from lush pastures to the vast plains
The Maker judge an eternal toil
who ever who eats of this soil
Towers rose and Kingdoms fall
uprisings and a quick winter guide
many a fallen, taken in haste
meets the One that sets them in place
The Lord creates and the Lord takes
A new creation and destruction wakes
There will come the time when the serpent falls
the pillars that follows, follows suit.
Argh... poem not that good lah... what you expect, i never really written for yearss liao. But good attempt, i will catch up with my english soon! And i gonna pick Jap as well. well at least i say a famous qoute from a very distinct individual of the Japanese society. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!
k, gotta sleep now
IVAN OUT- TO! ( guys remember, dun eat extra bitter chocolates, they do things man...)
Thursday, July 20
Sorry about yesterday... I had no control of my FINGERS!!!!! They had a life on their own for 30 minutes! FUUUUU! haha, temperamental me have gone away. Its the time of the month lah, you should know. HAHA AL RIGHT TY! LETS GO- su!
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Oiz! Bet you all wondering why i went berserk on the devil yesterday. I just felt that he really pissed me off! Ah, My sinful nature overwhelms me. But in Him who gives me strength and victory, I will over come everything!
OH KAY! SUP SUP SUP, you probably miss me. I think i had ruin the long anticipation with the feud i have with the evil one, But hey its gonna happen when it happens! But oi! you are very dedicated in the documentary of the rare christian IVAN! Today i will be talking about.. guess who... ME LAH!
Years ago, I was named "Fighter". Probably for everything I did. Dun get the name wrong, I did not fight! In fact i was quite cowardly. But I earned my title through my hard work, I never gived up. Heres one story.
I just joined the bowling team, i was one of the pioneering members. PLus i am the only guy with no bowling background, it was always seen as a leisure sport until i joined the unofficial school ( or rather aspiring ) cca. I bought a new ball, new shoes and learned how to play straight. HAHA guess what. When i joined the inter school was about a months away! I had only a few training sessions! I knew i had to do something, plus i knew i had no time to play hook! I then desperately had to master something, accuracy and timing. I was a complete NOOB! I observed people and watched their techniques, but i could not mimic any! So i had to go down to my only strength, guess what? its my strength, literally la!
I mastered the bullet technique in a few weeks! Its a hyper risky, low accuracy , but high strike rate skill! However my coach was not always pleased at my discovery.
He said that the technique would dampen my hooking abilities! I said that i would do my best at the inter schools even if it cost me longer training to hook the ball. He never said anything, but continued to train me on accuracy.
The technique made me quite well known in the east bowling world for a while. I was known as the " heart attack!" or " Thunder" .partly due to the extremely loud crash that i made every throw! But then the reason why i was known as fighter came during the tournament.
I was at my second game of three games of the competition. I was completely nervous for its the first big game i ever played. The nervousness cost me dearly and in my frenzy, i accidentally cut my fourth finger. Al though the bleeding was not that bad, it hurts everytime i picked up the ball. I listened to every advice of the coach and pushed my self to the limits for the second game. I used as much strength and concentration in every shot, However, it did not win me a high score.
That day we lost pretty badly, partly distracted most of the ways cause we were the only guys playing in that section of tournament ( FORGIVE ME LA , the rest all girls cos we submit our entry too late). However, i won the respect of the coach as the only player that put all my soul into the game. I did not realize it, but i was looked like as if i could not take it anymore, and wanted to collapse, but hey, something gave me strength, its passion man!
OK maybe some of you may not think its inspiring, but it was to me. I strived my way through, and learned almost every technique and information. Haha, again Ivan the jaack of all trades strikes again.
To know everything is good, to know nothing, ignorance, is not bliss! You think you dun care that does not mean it goes away. You might need to know a little of everything. Its really helpful, plus you get to meet a lot of people along the way! I know all the big names in the bowling world! haha, you can meet all the big names, inspired by them, inpsire others. You influencing someone, believe me it feels good. What greater influence if we can show how great is our GOD?
SAY SAY SAY! you all better come to youth this sunday! COS I AM GONNA TEACH!FUUUUUUUU!!!!!!! Its gonna be on LURVE>>> whistle whistle! YUP! LURVE! all you lurvy doveys out there! wake up and come on down to QLC this sunday! And i will teach you what truely is the emothion we all wanna give, you know it man, its LURVE! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!
Love is in the air guys, if you do not notice, in the busy world of singaporean students, the guys a pretty busy doing something else. Chasing their future wives! FUUUU! you dun need a PHD to know that, you guys ar, Hormones come out only chase girls liao! NO SHAME AR! haha, not say i dunno what you all are doing, cos theres a time in st pats, I WAS DOCTOR LOVER! FUUU! haha, that one joke lah. I cannot love for nuts. All my relationships were not picture perfect and now no time to even settle down and start a plantation of kids. WHAT AM I THINKING! must be the chocolate i just ate, extra bitter! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!! WOAH WOAH WOAH! haha, getting mad liao.
Let me say a spell when you come to this blog. NONSENSICO ABSORBO! now you can listen to my crap! WAH HEY! Love love love! haha... how i long for one... I really wait for the day i can get a companion.
But hey, love and dun make war, you get what i mean you cheeky guys out there, POWER TO THE PEOPLE MAN! Dun Zidane everyone you see k? WAHha!
haha, GIRLS dun be too shy to pick up the application form k?
Ivan OUT!
~~~~~~~ BLOGGO ENTRYO GO! GO! GO!~~~~~~~~~
Oiz! Bet you all wondering why i went berserk on the devil yesterday. I just felt that he really pissed me off! Ah, My sinful nature overwhelms me. But in Him who gives me strength and victory, I will over come everything!
OH KAY! SUP SUP SUP, you probably miss me. I think i had ruin the long anticipation with the feud i have with the evil one, But hey its gonna happen when it happens! But oi! you are very dedicated in the documentary of the rare christian IVAN! Today i will be talking about.. guess who... ME LAH!
Years ago, I was named "Fighter". Probably for everything I did. Dun get the name wrong, I did not fight! In fact i was quite cowardly. But I earned my title through my hard work, I never gived up. Heres one story.
I just joined the bowling team, i was one of the pioneering members. PLus i am the only guy with no bowling background, it was always seen as a leisure sport until i joined the unofficial school ( or rather aspiring ) cca. I bought a new ball, new shoes and learned how to play straight. HAHA guess what. When i joined the inter school was about a months away! I had only a few training sessions! I knew i had to do something, plus i knew i had no time to play hook! I then desperately had to master something, accuracy and timing. I was a complete NOOB! I observed people and watched their techniques, but i could not mimic any! So i had to go down to my only strength, guess what? its my strength, literally la!
I mastered the bullet technique in a few weeks! Its a hyper risky, low accuracy , but high strike rate skill! However my coach was not always pleased at my discovery.
He said that the technique would dampen my hooking abilities! I said that i would do my best at the inter schools even if it cost me longer training to hook the ball. He never said anything, but continued to train me on accuracy.
The technique made me quite well known in the east bowling world for a while. I was known as the " heart attack!" or " Thunder" .partly due to the extremely loud crash that i made every throw! But then the reason why i was known as fighter came during the tournament.
I was at my second game of three games of the competition. I was completely nervous for its the first big game i ever played. The nervousness cost me dearly and in my frenzy, i accidentally cut my fourth finger. Al though the bleeding was not that bad, it hurts everytime i picked up the ball. I listened to every advice of the coach and pushed my self to the limits for the second game. I used as much strength and concentration in every shot, However, it did not win me a high score.
That day we lost pretty badly, partly distracted most of the ways cause we were the only guys playing in that section of tournament ( FORGIVE ME LA , the rest all girls cos we submit our entry too late). However, i won the respect of the coach as the only player that put all my soul into the game. I did not realize it, but i was looked like as if i could not take it anymore, and wanted to collapse, but hey, something gave me strength, its passion man!
OK maybe some of you may not think its inspiring, but it was to me. I strived my way through, and learned almost every technique and information. Haha, again Ivan the jaack of all trades strikes again.
To know everything is good, to know nothing, ignorance, is not bliss! You think you dun care that does not mean it goes away. You might need to know a little of everything. Its really helpful, plus you get to meet a lot of people along the way! I know all the big names in the bowling world! haha, you can meet all the big names, inspired by them, inpsire others. You influencing someone, believe me it feels good. What greater influence if we can show how great is our GOD?
SAY SAY SAY! you all better come to youth this sunday! COS I AM GONNA TEACH!FUUUUUUUU!!!!!!! Its gonna be on LURVE>>> whistle whistle! YUP! LURVE! all you lurvy doveys out there! wake up and come on down to QLC this sunday! And i will teach you what truely is the emothion we all wanna give, you know it man, its LURVE! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!
Love is in the air guys, if you do not notice, in the busy world of singaporean students, the guys a pretty busy doing something else. Chasing their future wives! FUUUU! you dun need a PHD to know that, you guys ar, Hormones come out only chase girls liao! NO SHAME AR! haha, not say i dunno what you all are doing, cos theres a time in st pats, I WAS DOCTOR LOVER! FUUU! haha, that one joke lah. I cannot love for nuts. All my relationships were not picture perfect and now no time to even settle down and start a plantation of kids. WHAT AM I THINKING! must be the chocolate i just ate, extra bitter! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!! WOAH WOAH WOAH! haha, getting mad liao.
Let me say a spell when you come to this blog. NONSENSICO ABSORBO! now you can listen to my crap! WAH HEY! Love love love! haha... how i long for one... I really wait for the day i can get a companion.
But hey, love and dun make war, you get what i mean you cheeky guys out there, POWER TO THE PEOPLE MAN! Dun Zidane everyone you see k? WAHha!
haha, GIRLS dun be too shy to pick up the application form k?
Ivan OUT!
Wednesday, July 19
First of all. you all should know this tone by now... I cannot make a fun entry today. However the vindicated self will aspire to dissappear soon as the haze dies down. Hold on your yearnings for i shall soon return
But in this entry, I want to do a few things
After so long of what i think was chasing God is a stumbling block for me. Its not because i have too many ministries to attend to, but its because the idiotic immature self that stills wants to feed its self worthiness. I feel so selfish! I know i cannot do so many things, yet i knew that no one would do them, but i have not seeked those who might do a better job? Am I not a stumbling block to you if I deliver something not well done? Surely you would want to be out of range of where i would go! I do not want to curse anyone, But i do wanna say this to those associated with the evil one named Satan or Lucifer the fallen.
You may run triumphant in the fall of man, But in the death of His Son, You shall eat the dust of the earth once again. You of pure evil and hatred for the Lord, The meek shall reign over the legions where you lay domain over. From the beginning of man, to the end, you stayed to watch man kill themselves. You have brought us the age of decline and degeneration, And you prosper in the suffering of all. You who do not submit to the love and authority of the Father, You shall eat your words when you have to bow before the father over the damage you have done! You plague the earth, and you corrupt the hearts! I will not forgive those who seek deniel of the truth, those who prosper in the shadows of the blackened wings. The fallen stands on high grounds, stands on the head of men. He laughs and scorns those who try to oppose him. Yet Victory is ours! He have no longer a hold on those who claim the blood of the lamb! My friends! Jesus died to save you! And to prove that he can reign triumph over death, that he has already won over the gates of hell, He rose from hell to heaven! You can defeat the evil one! How ignorant are those who think that evil co exist. The balance of good and evil was brought to man in free will! Our sinful nature is what free will brings, Death! Why do you all justify yourrselves, make your self feel better? Why do you bargain with the Lord? I am a hypocrite, I done a good deed hoping that my sincerity will win the love and embrace of the Lord. How immature i truely am! I detest the flesh yet savour pleasure from it! Am i truely not a hypocrite? You who think you can sympathise, I truely want you to feel the Holy Spirit, who is grieved over the damage we have done. Are we not sensetive enough? Are we blatantly ignoring his will for us? The time will come when man will be against each other, brother against brother. Christians against Christians. Those who fight for what they believe will fight one another. The decline and the reign of the evil one. All will come to pass, so that the prophesies might be fulfilled. All for the Glory of Him, who seeks the return of those who want to return to him.
Ivan out.
But in this entry, I want to do a few things
After so long of what i think was chasing God is a stumbling block for me. Its not because i have too many ministries to attend to, but its because the idiotic immature self that stills wants to feed its self worthiness. I feel so selfish! I know i cannot do so many things, yet i knew that no one would do them, but i have not seeked those who might do a better job? Am I not a stumbling block to you if I deliver something not well done? Surely you would want to be out of range of where i would go! I do not want to curse anyone, But i do wanna say this to those associated with the evil one named Satan or Lucifer the fallen.
You may run triumphant in the fall of man, But in the death of His Son, You shall eat the dust of the earth once again. You of pure evil and hatred for the Lord, The meek shall reign over the legions where you lay domain over. From the beginning of man, to the end, you stayed to watch man kill themselves. You have brought us the age of decline and degeneration, And you prosper in the suffering of all. You who do not submit to the love and authority of the Father, You shall eat your words when you have to bow before the father over the damage you have done! You plague the earth, and you corrupt the hearts! I will not forgive those who seek deniel of the truth, those who prosper in the shadows of the blackened wings. The fallen stands on high grounds, stands on the head of men. He laughs and scorns those who try to oppose him. Yet Victory is ours! He have no longer a hold on those who claim the blood of the lamb! My friends! Jesus died to save you! And to prove that he can reign triumph over death, that he has already won over the gates of hell, He rose from hell to heaven! You can defeat the evil one! How ignorant are those who think that evil co exist. The balance of good and evil was brought to man in free will! Our sinful nature is what free will brings, Death! Why do you all justify yourrselves, make your self feel better? Why do you bargain with the Lord? I am a hypocrite, I done a good deed hoping that my sincerity will win the love and embrace of the Lord. How immature i truely am! I detest the flesh yet savour pleasure from it! Am i truely not a hypocrite? You who think you can sympathise, I truely want you to feel the Holy Spirit, who is grieved over the damage we have done. Are we not sensetive enough? Are we blatantly ignoring his will for us? The time will come when man will be against each other, brother against brother. Christians against Christians. Those who fight for what they believe will fight one another. The decline and the reign of the evil one. All will come to pass, so that the prophesies might be fulfilled. All for the Glory of Him, who seeks the return of those who want to return to him.
Ivan out.
Wednesday, July 12
eh, let me clear things up first! I am not Desperately trying to get a girl friend!!!!!!!!! SO GET THAT CLEAR! and I am not asking that you have to have all the above qualities, just letting you know wat are some of the things i do so DUN ANYHOW SAY OK!!!!!!!
alright now that i got things pretty clear its......
~~~~~~~~~BLOG TIM3-MU~~~~~~~~~~
OH-KAY! Wassup wassup!? My brothers and sisters, to whom i know desperately seek a new entry every now and then, WILL FEEL HAPPY TODAY! cos why? eh, COS I GONNA DO SOMETHING! ITS D.O.C.U.M.E.N.T.O TIME!
today, managed to complete my project at pretty quick speed. How? I kept thinking that everyone thought i was slacking, so i thought i shock them if i do my work! WAHHAHAHAHA! bet you did not foresee my unpredictability in doing work eh! take that you hard working students, Ivan is on the way to TOP 10% woohoO!!!!!!!
heh, but then wat i really had fun was jamming with my gang today. I did not name the band yet, yes I am the leader... ( How come i sense some of you laughing already.... betta not let me know who are you.... ), wanted to give it a name like, "jellyfish" in jap! Why jellyfish? Dun you find those squirmy little creatures a little creepy? AH HAH! thats why! If you know whats jellyfish in jap let me know! cos i cant seem to find it!
Ah hah, some of you think that i demand too much from you girls! the truth is that, I REALLY DEMAND ONLY ONE THING! Is that you love the Lord as much as i do! And in fact you dun have to consider becoming my applicant in waiting to love my Lord, you should start now! AH hah, then later who knows, he might just place the right guy into your lives. ( maybe the one typing this blog now? eh heh)
You say i too demanding, let me say more about myself then.
- I do not like maths, but love science and literature, said already right?
- I was put in many leadership positions my whole life, some are:
- primary school
-prefect
-class moniter
-traffic moniter
-band leader
-secondary school
-peer leader
-cca ( squash ) captain
-cca ( Bowling ) vice-captain
-many more forgotten ones liao.
i know that you think i very hao lian. I ask you first, i actually trying to humble myself ok! I am who i am today because i went through all those! I train myself as much as opportunity provides, I know my Lord matures me in a very different way than you people out there, who talk very fast but hesitate to act!
K lah, I dun want you pple to think i very good or wat... I jus wanna say i sometimes think that i not competent enough out there. Want to know why? Cos it does not require me to do so. If i keep building up this ego of mine, one day, when someone telss me something o critical nature, my bloat-headedness will cause my downfall one day. Thats why pride is seen as one of the most hately sin in the eyes of the Lord. When David sent to get a concensus of of his army, instead of his people, The Lord sent the archangel Gabriel and destroyed everything he had!
Eh, so you still want to hao lian? Dun lah pls, later some guy name gabriel appear you better start apologising.
I am very happy to know that now and then pple like you do come by and visit my blog, very motivating! THANKS GUYS! If i ever make it big someday? ( most likely never, wat happened to being humble?) I will buy you a great big house and give you the time of your life! Like swimming in chocolate, or diving into a deep pool of ginger beer! haha, ouch that might hurt!
HAHA, when i learned that Zidane won the golden ball, i was somehow relieved... i mean, ok lah he did the ridiculous stunt, but come on man... he is going off liao eh! Learn to b merciful mah, ad one day Zidane will be merciful with you too. Wat ever you say dun call him a "terrori-" BANGG!! he will head butt you so hard, that when you jump for joy, she got stuck. Haha, just dun offend anyone in anyway lah.
really want to excel in studies, church activites and guitar. include sleep and eat and watching tv with family about 1 hour a day, thats like no time ah... plus i wanna meet all my brothers and sisters, Ai yoh! I might as well make this email ar: " toomuchfreetime@hotmail.com " or " see_eh_sian_arhz@hotmail.com ". haha!
Hmm, i know you all want the pastor sermon, eh i never see anyone reply about it one ar, must be you all either skip and read only nice nice one or just dun understand. ( Or maybe my english supe see eh powderful liao ). Either one, please got anything ask can? Just dun ask the following:
- What is your favourite color
- wats your prefered brand of clothing, zara or tiffanies? ( if you ask this i going to hantam you!)
- wat do you like to eat? (dun ask this question lah, guys can eat almost anything if it is tasty...)
- wat is your fav movie? ( too many liao, dun make me waste brain cells over questions like this )
- why is the sky so blue? ( ... same as the above... )
- why is it that you make other people look not as good? ( OI! i trying to humble... Ivan must Humble! tahan tahan... argh...)
- Is there anyone else you think lose to you in looks? ( wat sia, you trying to kill me ar!?)(of course not you lah, all you fans of this blog!All of you are beautiful in my eyes... #eye glitters# "shing!")
- ever think being so multi talented makes you special? ( er... i not sure how to answer leh...)
Anyway, phew, some of the questions you definitely cannot ask me. I sure stun for a while, stare at you, until people think you said something so lame i cannot activate my braincells again cos my brain cannot process your lameness, then all frequencies lost in my head then i cannot move. you get the picture.
haha, tomorrow got test, a little last minute study should do the work! Work hard friends, dun slack ok? ( COS THE ROCK SAYS ) ( A little outdated there ) ;)
OKay, anything just call me k? And i know many of you are concerned about me... i really dunno how to repay you people... i feel so crappy now... see lah, you all jus wanna make me cry only is it... wat sia! I AM A MAN! MAN DUN CRY! MAN NEVER CRY! WAHHHH..... why man cannot cry one! SOBZ ( my tears over runneth )
OK lah, enough of the sissy stuff, let me save some integrity by saying:
~~~~~~IVAN OUT~~~~~~~~
alright now that i got things pretty clear its......
~~~~~~~~~BLOG TIM3-MU~~~~~~~~~~
OH-KAY! Wassup wassup!? My brothers and sisters, to whom i know desperately seek a new entry every now and then, WILL FEEL HAPPY TODAY! cos why? eh, COS I GONNA DO SOMETHING! ITS D.O.C.U.M.E.N.T.O TIME!
today, managed to complete my project at pretty quick speed. How? I kept thinking that everyone thought i was slacking, so i thought i shock them if i do my work! WAHHAHAHAHA! bet you did not foresee my unpredictability in doing work eh! take that you hard working students, Ivan is on the way to TOP 10% woohoO!!!!!!!
heh, but then wat i really had fun was jamming with my gang today. I did not name the band yet, yes I am the leader... ( How come i sense some of you laughing already.... betta not let me know who are you.... ), wanted to give it a name like, "jellyfish" in jap! Why jellyfish? Dun you find those squirmy little creatures a little creepy? AH HAH! thats why! If you know whats jellyfish in jap let me know! cos i cant seem to find it!
Ah hah, some of you think that i demand too much from you girls! the truth is that, I REALLY DEMAND ONLY ONE THING! Is that you love the Lord as much as i do! And in fact you dun have to consider becoming my applicant in waiting to love my Lord, you should start now! AH hah, then later who knows, he might just place the right guy into your lives. ( maybe the one typing this blog now? eh heh)
You say i too demanding, let me say more about myself then.
- I do not like maths, but love science and literature, said already right?
- I was put in many leadership positions my whole life, some are:
- primary school
-prefect
-class moniter
-traffic moniter
-band leader
-secondary school
-peer leader
-cca ( squash ) captain
-cca ( Bowling ) vice-captain
-many more forgotten ones liao.
i know that you think i very hao lian. I ask you first, i actually trying to humble myself ok! I am who i am today because i went through all those! I train myself as much as opportunity provides, I know my Lord matures me in a very different way than you people out there, who talk very fast but hesitate to act!
K lah, I dun want you pple to think i very good or wat... I jus wanna say i sometimes think that i not competent enough out there. Want to know why? Cos it does not require me to do so. If i keep building up this ego of mine, one day, when someone telss me something o critical nature, my bloat-headedness will cause my downfall one day. Thats why pride is seen as one of the most hately sin in the eyes of the Lord. When David sent to get a concensus of of his army, instead of his people, The Lord sent the archangel Gabriel and destroyed everything he had!
Eh, so you still want to hao lian? Dun lah pls, later some guy name gabriel appear you better start apologising.
I am very happy to know that now and then pple like you do come by and visit my blog, very motivating! THANKS GUYS! If i ever make it big someday? ( most likely never, wat happened to being humble?) I will buy you a great big house and give you the time of your life! Like swimming in chocolate, or diving into a deep pool of ginger beer! haha, ouch that might hurt!
HAHA, when i learned that Zidane won the golden ball, i was somehow relieved... i mean, ok lah he did the ridiculous stunt, but come on man... he is going off liao eh! Learn to b merciful mah, ad one day Zidane will be merciful with you too. Wat ever you say dun call him a "terrori-" BANGG!! he will head butt you so hard, that when you jump for joy, she got stuck. Haha, just dun offend anyone in anyway lah.
really want to excel in studies, church activites and guitar. include sleep and eat and watching tv with family about 1 hour a day, thats like no time ah... plus i wanna meet all my brothers and sisters, Ai yoh! I might as well make this email ar: " toomuchfreetime@hotmail.com " or " see_eh_sian_arhz@hotmail.com ". haha!
Hmm, i know you all want the pastor sermon, eh i never see anyone reply about it one ar, must be you all either skip and read only nice nice one or just dun understand. ( Or maybe my english supe see eh powderful liao ). Either one, please got anything ask can? Just dun ask the following:
- What is your favourite color
- wats your prefered brand of clothing, zara or tiffanies? ( if you ask this i going to hantam you!)
- wat do you like to eat? (dun ask this question lah, guys can eat almost anything if it is tasty...)
- wat is your fav movie? ( too many liao, dun make me waste brain cells over questions like this )
- why is the sky so blue? ( ... same as the above... )
- why is it that you make other people look not as good? ( OI! i trying to humble... Ivan must Humble! tahan tahan... argh...)
- Is there anyone else you think lose to you in looks? ( wat sia, you trying to kill me ar!?)(of course not you lah, all you fans of this blog!All of you are beautiful in my eyes... #eye glitters# "shing!")
- ever think being so multi talented makes you special? ( er... i not sure how to answer leh...)
Anyway, phew, some of the questions you definitely cannot ask me. I sure stun for a while, stare at you, until people think you said something so lame i cannot activate my braincells again cos my brain cannot process your lameness, then all frequencies lost in my head then i cannot move. you get the picture.
haha, tomorrow got test, a little last minute study should do the work! Work hard friends, dun slack ok? ( COS THE ROCK SAYS ) ( A little outdated there ) ;)
OKay, anything just call me k? And i know many of you are concerned about me... i really dunno how to repay you people... i feel so crappy now... see lah, you all jus wanna make me cry only is it... wat sia! I AM A MAN! MAN DUN CRY! MAN NEVER CRY! WAHHHH..... why man cannot cry one! SOBZ ( my tears over runneth )
OK lah, enough of the sissy stuff, let me save some integrity by saying:
~~~~~~IVAN OUT~~~~~~~~
Tuesday, July 11
ALRIGHTO!!!!!!!! NUMERO UNO HO SEH oh!!!!!! LETS GET MOVE-OH! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ BLOGGO ENTRY GOOOOOOOOO!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
In case you dunno wat i jus said, it means - YOU NEED TO WATCH MORE TV AND READ MORE BOOKS. but if you do, not bad not bad. EXPLAIN E=MC2 to me? haha cannot ar? dun feel sad lah... i also dunno. equation is energy equals to mass times speed of light squared. Woah. electrons travel at high speeds if you dunno, so you know how the utonium atom works? at high velocities, it splits itself. If you give a block of utonium or plutonium, eg. 25 kg. give it a high charge and at high velocities, it splits and splits and ( can go on forever )... it creates high energy and heat during the process and each process cause the area to be bigger, cos each atom needs to be about 25 m apart! woah, thats the basics of a atom bomb.
WOW! Stroke of GENIUS! wa haha hah ha, ( Mad scientist in da house ). Now imagine i use it for energy purpose only... WOW! UNLIMITED POWER! haha i can use one for my HP and MP3 player man... haha, if only it does not blow in my face can liao! In powerplants, If there is a melt down, a code red alert will go out and FLEE in peril of great danger! haha, watch em go! you irresponsible power plants and toxic waste dumpers! I hope one day a real GODZILLA WILL ARISE!!!!! haha, watch too much jap shows liao ba?
Chomping down on a carrot cake now, heh. Not bad ar the taste, better than ZIDANE LEAVING HIS CAREER IN THE MOST TERRIBLE WAY EVA! man... i almost went to depression the moment i saw the most nicest head butt, not to a ball, but a chest. I was astounded by his headers before, and even more when i saw the guy groaning in agony (WHAT AM I SAYING!!!!) er... i mean not good not good! hiaz, this world cup not as good as the previous ones lah. nvm, still got 4 years from today. haha. maybe i might be playing the next one, DUN OPEN YOuR MOUTH SO BIG LAH! why you act so stun one, not say you playing. lol.
Its seems that girls are a center of focus for the brothers around me nowadays, i felt quite uncomfortable knowing that i do not have anything in common to say to them. Guess you need someone who does not have it to talk to that person? Imagine you like this girl and your best friend who also likes the same girl trying to spark a conversation...
A: " So er... ya how are you man... did not talk to you fer a while... maybe i should not tell you this... she-"
B: "- Dont tell me what she tell you, dun think you call her every night it means she like you! cos i jus went out with her last night! HA, stunnned liao right! Bet you did not see that coming!"
A: " I know she went out with you last night, she told me just now when we had lunch together, she actually wanted to tell you that you should give up chasing her, cos you aint better than me, in maths in science in everything that has to do with brains-"
B: "-But no brawns, she obviously looked like she had no chemistry with you man! You dun need science to prove that. I mean come one, now you want to compare is it? HA, who is the better looking one i ask you? You? haha, if not how i win her heart? She went out with me first ok!? you came in the picture, trying to act neutral and feed her false things about me. Dun try to act as if I dunno, she asked me whether i was with Ms. C before! only you know that! so you wanna know why i never talk to you so long liao? She has been telling me for a long time already ok, i show you face by not telling you ar!-"
A: "- What now you think you very gracious is it? You so gracious you give her up la! you want to know? I at first blessed your relationship with her, but then i later saw her like as if she suffering... she go out with you never smile one, you think you very good is it? Everytime you all go out to those popular places, MOS ar, Zouk ar, then dance like siao like that, but then you think she really enjoy meh? She prefer quiet places and prefer quiet things! Eh, and get your info correct hor, you and Ms.C open secret ok!? anyone can also tell her ok?-"
B: "-Then the case about me going to court?-"
A: " Er... wats wrong about telling her this? You very ashamed of yourself is it? Good, cos you want to know wat? You got no future man, you buy her nice stuff now, I cannot, but we see who provide for her in the long run. you think you very handsome very powerful arh? Use your brains and think whether i gracious to you or not? I never say alot of things liao ar!You playboy-"
B: " -I also never say things about you. You already have one girl like you liao, that tuut tuut girl next door, you still can talk to her every night. PLAYBOY! you calling yourself ar? she talk to you ya she tells you things, but heh, she ever told me she treat you more like a elder sister. You got bring her out before or not? Why too expensive to handle two girlfriends ar? You think you very smart ar, can balance 2 girls very good is it? I purposely never tell her cos i want her to find out herself, later she finds-"
A: " -she knows already la! We broke up already.-"
B: "-SO NOW YOU THINK YOU CAN CHASE MY GIRL IS IT!? no wonder you like sudden interest in her like that, oooh so you want to chase her... dump one girl then chase another ar, I tell you, you come near her again i beat you up i tell you-"
A: "You Think I SCARED IS IT! ARGH-"
(starts beating the crap out of each other)
Phew, thats wat you get if two good friends chase a girl who anybody also can attitude. Woah, please dun ever let this happen in my life. Apparently my breakup with Yang Hui somehow expose me alot to the world girls. Once I felt alienated from the people of venus but now its like, Alladin: " A whole new world, a dazz-" you get the picture la. I seriously not into getting into a relationship now, still affected from the last one. Now i rather focus my energy for God.
haha, maybe i should give girls application forms if they want to be with me. It will be something like this:
-Name:
-hp number:
-why you think you qualify: (in no more than 256 words)
-indemnity signature
-all terms and conditions apply, no refund or rebates will given upon approval.
But hey, Any girls who want to consider me, consider this first.
- I am only free on saturdays. and not all saturdays free.
- I am looking for potential candidates for the "Ivan's secondary heart president" the primary love is the Lord. If you think you love the Lord as much as I do, let me view your resume first then i will get back at you.
- I love rock and roll, and have a band! If you consider yourself a voice of considerable condition, also pick up a application form via the tag board <----------------
- I love art and literature, I have a quiet and loh soh personality... I can be quite naggy. I think if you can put down some time and listen to me whine about and hour a week, you might instantly qualify, provided you fulfill condition number 2 first. lol
- I love horror movies, dun really enjoy action movies but those with solid storyline, and i might not tolerate love movies, too cheesy. heh.
- I definitely have to play some kind of comp games now and then, IF you can tolerate me going to arcade and you can play dancing games or music games like drum mania, FUUUUU!!!!!! highly recommended you start picking up the application form now! haha, for you out there, I am a hard core Drum mania fans out there, I am a average player plays style is:
- speed 4.0
- no auto
- combo right
- average difficulty of songs played is 60-75
- prefer rock and jazz, not really those mad songs that have no real rhythem.
- Also if you can bowl, Haha, i might consider asking you out to go and bowl, cos i might not really go back bowling again. past competitions joined are:
- National selections
- Cathay junior classics
- Cathay selections
- Inter school competitions
- National league
- SP open
- Victor bowler of the month
- many fun bowls... and many forgotten ones liao
- average now like #CENSORED#- 180, but formally 180-220.
-Love studying the bible. You instantly qualify if you have this. no need to apply. Just call me now! hahaha.
-Love watching anime and read comics. I know you might not really find this appealing, but i find girls who do this are kinda cute cos they have those anime emotions at times! I not really into those super serious ones... they can give you a mindless stare at time - shiver and shudder in one corner - ...
-Haha, must have some basic PC knowledge! I mean hardware! and even software like excel and visual sudio. java and flash also good, got basic music mixing and movie editing lagi power. can convert notepad into website lagi even more power. Can make your own OS, i going to chase you! dun need to apply!
- likes history and mythology. Philosophy and theories. literature and poetry, plays and concerts, arts basically, dance and expressions, wow, i like girls of this category. not that i know any but i know you are out there and already picking up that form already if you have not done so, and please place it in the tag board to your left there. <----------------
- or jus wanna try your luck, haha, give it a go lor. You will never know. JUS MAKE SURE YOU FILL UP EVERY PART! NOT TOO OLD CAN LIAO!
phew, thats settled, i officially created a application form for girls. If you think you can qualify, haha, ya in fer a roller coaster ride to heaven girl. Cos it will be the greatest spiritual and emotional ride of yer life! Oh yeah, no despos pls, I dun want physical contact until we confirm getting married, or rather get married.
I like to do other things as well, but many quality that you do not know i reveal alot liao. maybe i reveal more tomorrow. SO TAHAN AND REST WELL!
PS: I will be writing pastor's sermon soon. I made a few errors and dun want to anyhow type liao.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ IVAN OUT!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ BLOGGO ENTRY GOOOOOOOOO!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
In case you dunno wat i jus said, it means - YOU NEED TO WATCH MORE TV AND READ MORE BOOKS. but if you do, not bad not bad. EXPLAIN E=MC2 to me? haha cannot ar? dun feel sad lah... i also dunno. equation is energy equals to mass times speed of light squared. Woah. electrons travel at high speeds if you dunno, so you know how the utonium atom works? at high velocities, it splits itself. If you give a block of utonium or plutonium, eg. 25 kg. give it a high charge and at high velocities, it splits and splits and ( can go on forever )... it creates high energy and heat during the process and each process cause the area to be bigger, cos each atom needs to be about 25 m apart! woah, thats the basics of a atom bomb.
WOW! Stroke of GENIUS! wa haha hah ha, ( Mad scientist in da house ). Now imagine i use it for energy purpose only... WOW! UNLIMITED POWER! haha i can use one for my HP and MP3 player man... haha, if only it does not blow in my face can liao! In powerplants, If there is a melt down, a code red alert will go out and FLEE in peril of great danger! haha, watch em go! you irresponsible power plants and toxic waste dumpers! I hope one day a real GODZILLA WILL ARISE!!!!! haha, watch too much jap shows liao ba?
Chomping down on a carrot cake now, heh. Not bad ar the taste, better than ZIDANE LEAVING HIS CAREER IN THE MOST TERRIBLE WAY EVA! man... i almost went to depression the moment i saw the most nicest head butt, not to a ball, but a chest. I was astounded by his headers before, and even more when i saw the guy groaning in agony (WHAT AM I SAYING!!!!) er... i mean not good not good! hiaz, this world cup not as good as the previous ones lah. nvm, still got 4 years from today. haha. maybe i might be playing the next one, DUN OPEN YOuR MOUTH SO BIG LAH! why you act so stun one, not say you playing. lol.
Its seems that girls are a center of focus for the brothers around me nowadays, i felt quite uncomfortable knowing that i do not have anything in common to say to them. Guess you need someone who does not have it to talk to that person? Imagine you like this girl and your best friend who also likes the same girl trying to spark a conversation...
A: " So er... ya how are you man... did not talk to you fer a while... maybe i should not tell you this... she-"
B: "- Dont tell me what she tell you, dun think you call her every night it means she like you! cos i jus went out with her last night! HA, stunnned liao right! Bet you did not see that coming!"
A: " I know she went out with you last night, she told me just now when we had lunch together, she actually wanted to tell you that you should give up chasing her, cos you aint better than me, in maths in science in everything that has to do with brains-"
B: "-But no brawns, she obviously looked like she had no chemistry with you man! You dun need science to prove that. I mean come one, now you want to compare is it? HA, who is the better looking one i ask you? You? haha, if not how i win her heart? She went out with me first ok!? you came in the picture, trying to act neutral and feed her false things about me. Dun try to act as if I dunno, she asked me whether i was with Ms. C before! only you know that! so you wanna know why i never talk to you so long liao? She has been telling me for a long time already ok, i show you face by not telling you ar!-"
A: "- What now you think you very gracious is it? You so gracious you give her up la! you want to know? I at first blessed your relationship with her, but then i later saw her like as if she suffering... she go out with you never smile one, you think you very good is it? Everytime you all go out to those popular places, MOS ar, Zouk ar, then dance like siao like that, but then you think she really enjoy meh? She prefer quiet places and prefer quiet things! Eh, and get your info correct hor, you and Ms.C open secret ok!? anyone can also tell her ok?-"
B: "-Then the case about me going to court?-"
A: " Er... wats wrong about telling her this? You very ashamed of yourself is it? Good, cos you want to know wat? You got no future man, you buy her nice stuff now, I cannot, but we see who provide for her in the long run. you think you very handsome very powerful arh? Use your brains and think whether i gracious to you or not? I never say alot of things liao ar!You playboy-"
B: " -I also never say things about you. You already have one girl like you liao, that tuut tuut girl next door, you still can talk to her every night. PLAYBOY! you calling yourself ar? she talk to you ya she tells you things, but heh, she ever told me she treat you more like a elder sister. You got bring her out before or not? Why too expensive to handle two girlfriends ar? You think you very smart ar, can balance 2 girls very good is it? I purposely never tell her cos i want her to find out herself, later she finds-"
A: " -she knows already la! We broke up already.-"
B: "-SO NOW YOU THINK YOU CAN CHASE MY GIRL IS IT!? no wonder you like sudden interest in her like that, oooh so you want to chase her... dump one girl then chase another ar, I tell you, you come near her again i beat you up i tell you-"
A: "You Think I SCARED IS IT! ARGH-"
(starts beating the crap out of each other)
Phew, thats wat you get if two good friends chase a girl who anybody also can attitude. Woah, please dun ever let this happen in my life. Apparently my breakup with Yang Hui somehow expose me alot to the world girls. Once I felt alienated from the people of venus but now its like, Alladin: " A whole new world, a dazz-" you get the picture la. I seriously not into getting into a relationship now, still affected from the last one. Now i rather focus my energy for God.
haha, maybe i should give girls application forms if they want to be with me. It will be something like this:
-Name:
-hp number:
-why you think you qualify: (in no more than 256 words)
-indemnity signature
-all terms and conditions apply, no refund or rebates will given upon approval.
But hey, Any girls who want to consider me, consider this first.
- I am only free on saturdays. and not all saturdays free.
- I am looking for potential candidates for the "Ivan's secondary heart president" the primary love is the Lord. If you think you love the Lord as much as I do, let me view your resume first then i will get back at you.
- I love rock and roll, and have a band! If you consider yourself a voice of considerable condition, also pick up a application form via the tag board <----------------
- I love art and literature, I have a quiet and loh soh personality... I can be quite naggy. I think if you can put down some time and listen to me whine about and hour a week, you might instantly qualify, provided you fulfill condition number 2 first. lol
- I love horror movies, dun really enjoy action movies but those with solid storyline, and i might not tolerate love movies, too cheesy. heh.
- I definitely have to play some kind of comp games now and then, IF you can tolerate me going to arcade and you can play dancing games or music games like drum mania, FUUUUU!!!!!! highly recommended you start picking up the application form now! haha, for you out there, I am a hard core Drum mania fans out there, I am a average player plays style is:
- speed 4.0
- no auto
- combo right
- average difficulty of songs played is 60-75
- prefer rock and jazz, not really those mad songs that have no real rhythem.
- Also if you can bowl, Haha, i might consider asking you out to go and bowl, cos i might not really go back bowling again. past competitions joined are:
- National selections
- Cathay junior classics
- Cathay selections
- Inter school competitions
- National league
- SP open
- Victor bowler of the month
- many fun bowls... and many forgotten ones liao
- average now like #CENSORED#- 180, but formally 180-220.
-Love studying the bible. You instantly qualify if you have this. no need to apply. Just call me now! hahaha.
-Love watching anime and read comics. I know you might not really find this appealing, but i find girls who do this are kinda cute cos they have those anime emotions at times! I not really into those super serious ones... they can give you a mindless stare at time - shiver and shudder in one corner - ...
-Haha, must have some basic PC knowledge! I mean hardware! and even software like excel and visual sudio. java and flash also good, got basic music mixing and movie editing lagi power. can convert notepad into website lagi even more power. Can make your own OS, i going to chase you! dun need to apply!
- likes history and mythology. Philosophy and theories. literature and poetry, plays and concerts, arts basically, dance and expressions, wow, i like girls of this category. not that i know any but i know you are out there and already picking up that form already if you have not done so, and please place it in the tag board to your left there. <----------------
- or jus wanna try your luck, haha, give it a go lor. You will never know. JUS MAKE SURE YOU FILL UP EVERY PART! NOT TOO OLD CAN LIAO!
phew, thats settled, i officially created a application form for girls. If you think you can qualify, haha, ya in fer a roller coaster ride to heaven girl. Cos it will be the greatest spiritual and emotional ride of yer life! Oh yeah, no despos pls, I dun want physical contact until we confirm getting married, or rather get married.
I like to do other things as well, but many quality that you do not know i reveal alot liao. maybe i reveal more tomorrow. SO TAHAN AND REST WELL!
PS: I will be writing pastor's sermon soon. I made a few errors and dun want to anyhow type liao.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ IVAN OUT!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Saturday, July 8
Ok, guys... Today I do not have the ability to go siao... very stressed out? Haha... I am sure a foolish guy... I want to do everything... yet, I do not have the capability to do so... However I acknowledge that by the Grace of God, I stand before everyone I know for his Glory. I confess that my gift is not in doing. Rather, in being and in loving fervor that i give my time and strength for others. I always am, and always will be a YES man, but i am wise enough to say no. I gather strength through the Almighty Father whom graciously gives.
I may be burnt out. yes, but that does not mean i will stop serving God. In my stressed out nature, I offer to him my sufferings and frustrations. Only he is able to help me, Only through him then all things are possible.
I will not stop proclaiming my identity. I will use watever blessings come my way, to advance His Kingdom. I will not tolerate sin, or petty whining about life. However I only seek the ability to spread His message of love. In showing love to others, the AGAPE love he has taught us, I seek to reach out with the same message that Jesus came to tell.
Therefore my brothers and sisters, I ask that you do not lose focus of the Lord. Many things will come distract us, some of the world, some of our desires, some of the devil named Satan. For he comes to decieve, steal and destroy our relationship with the almighty Father.
But i am not saying that you cannot do the things you want to do. But I urge you to consider bringing forth his Kingdom in this era of darkness. Let us refocus our time and strength to the Merciful Helper, whom sympathies with our sufferings. I do not say that i am the best example to follow, but i can only say that i chose to suffer for Christ. I chose to bear responsibility for my actions and pray that through the wisdom of the Lord, I can put more effort into my ministries.
However, it is not my desire to stay in QLC forever. I need to expand my territory and do not see my Home as the base.
Pray for me that I continue to grow in wisdom, stature, maturity so that i will not be a burden but a blessing. Have I not given my time for everything? Have i ever denied being a blessing? I truely see this broken and bruised brain work harder... to be closer to nature a closer relationship with all you brothers and sisters that i share a heart with. I bleed to see his Kingdom and that My Lord aid my strife.
I may be burnt out. yes, but that does not mean i will stop serving God. In my stressed out nature, I offer to him my sufferings and frustrations. Only he is able to help me, Only through him then all things are possible.
I will not stop proclaiming my identity. I will use watever blessings come my way, to advance His Kingdom. I will not tolerate sin, or petty whining about life. However I only seek the ability to spread His message of love. In showing love to others, the AGAPE love he has taught us, I seek to reach out with the same message that Jesus came to tell.
Therefore my brothers and sisters, I ask that you do not lose focus of the Lord. Many things will come distract us, some of the world, some of our desires, some of the devil named Satan. For he comes to decieve, steal and destroy our relationship with the almighty Father.
But i am not saying that you cannot do the things you want to do. But I urge you to consider bringing forth his Kingdom in this era of darkness. Let us refocus our time and strength to the Merciful Helper, whom sympathies with our sufferings. I do not say that i am the best example to follow, but i can only say that i chose to suffer for Christ. I chose to bear responsibility for my actions and pray that through the wisdom of the Lord, I can put more effort into my ministries.
However, it is not my desire to stay in QLC forever. I need to expand my territory and do not see my Home as the base.
Pray for me that I continue to grow in wisdom, stature, maturity so that i will not be a burden but a blessing. Have I not given my time for everything? Have i ever denied being a blessing? I truely see this broken and bruised brain work harder... to be closer to nature a closer relationship with all you brothers and sisters that i share a heart with. I bleed to see his Kingdom and that My Lord aid my strife.
Tuesday, July 4
SAY SAY SAY!!!!!!! IVAN SAYS! SAYS WHAT!? SAYS ITS TIME! FOR A NEW ENTRY!!! FUUUUUU!!!!!! For all those hard core fans of this blog out there i give you a great WELCOME PAT ON YA Back! FUUUU!!! ( what you want me to do lah... )
WWOOOOHHHOOO, Kay kay kay! TO business i say! BUSINESS! IIIIIIITTTTTTSSSSSS
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~D.O.C.U.M.E.N.T.A.R.Y T.I.M.E~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
haha, hmmm just to let you guys out there know, I am not doing so well for my studies. My marks? er... no need to guess, still can. Why? Maybe i spend too much time writing for YOU! haha, no lah. Dunno why, i do not really have the motivation to study. Hmmm, But HERE'S something to motivate you! If you dun study, your parents will say " Someone is gonna get hurt a real BAD! ". Do it for your parents man, if you dun want to do it for yourselves.
Haha, I feel like as if i got laughing disease like that... heh heh, maybe its your presence? Talking about disease, Dengue is going down. Cancer going up. people going to die of heart attack when france is going to win, etc etc. Hmmm, guys pls lah. Excercise when got chance, then,
Guys : Macho up and look more shuai. Not neccessarily more handsome but better looking and if you accidentally offend girls, ( Pheebs i add your name here! haha! Dun say i never blog about you!) like eg. a girl i know, pheeebs, You can run fast fast so they wont han tam you! haha
Gals: You will look slimmer, become lighter, tone those loose muscles ( esp. the arm, even for you slim girls out there), and a good possibility you will look more prettier.
But then again, master personal physical trainer Ivan cannot do one thing, and thats FASHION... haha, I not so much into looks. more rather health. So ya, Gals, you make super chio but if you take like 30 min for 2.4 km JOG, hmmm, better consider jogging the weekends away.
OK! ( Quickly puts on pastor clothing, throw away his casual clothing and bling bling ) TIME FOR MY SHARING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yesterday, I had a long talk with a good brother of mine, Tan Zerong. He insisted that every christian can speak tongues. His backing? 4 incidents in the bible where upon baptism of the Holy Spirit, The people recorded in them can speak in tongues. My friend claim that the gift of tongues in a basic gift that all possess, its whether on we truely desires the gift of the Holy Spirit.
Well, I had a hour and a half long talk with Auntie Seok Hoon. Here are some things that were discussed.
1) Case of the short skirt girls
( not naming names here ) There was one time in church, a brother of mine, a group leader, realised how distracting were the legs of two sister. They wore those denim skirts that ways above knee level. He then asked me whether he should approach them about their dressing. I said its only so that you should. Tell them nicely.
My Friend's claim: What you did was wrong. Do not tell the girl "wear something decent", instead ask " Do you need something to cover your legs." My point is that you do oppose the person's freewill to do wat she wants. For we are not that person's conscience. If a brother sins because he sees the girl and lust. Help him, not blame the girl.
Well, ( me here k.) here are some of my views:
1) As long as you are being respectful of those around you, wear what you want to. It probably isn't a great idea to go to Church dressed like Britney Spears, if only for the simple fact that it might be a little bit distracting for others and might make them feel uncomfortable.
2) It doesn't matter if you can afford the best or newest clothes, I figure that if you go to Church, God is obiviously important to you, so just try to look nice (like having a shower, clean clothes) - like you would if you were going to a special occasion.
3) Women shouldn't have to be told to wear long skirts and cover their hair, etc....... A pair of pants or a sweatshirt surely would be more approiate than a mini skirt and a boob-tube.
4) How a person dresses doesn't necessarily reflect what they are like on the inside.
5) If people at your Church dress in a way that you deem "unacceptable" , have a chat to them first, don't lecture them. There might be a reason for woman wearing dirty trackpants (one of the kids was sick in the car). Or the man wearing a tatty shirt.
The above is taken from a website, so ya its copyrighted ok. only right to copy mah... haha.
2) Speaking in tongues.
as you read above, my friend strongly claimed the importance of speaking in tongues.
But here are Some questions:
-On wat basis is the tongue evaluated for the people. Refer to 1 corinthians 14: 26- 40.
-Whats the purpose of speaking in tongues?
- I do not deny the gift of tongues, but is it right to say that those baptised with the Holy Spirit MUST speak in tongues?Those who dun, they do not have the spirit?
- Refer to ephesians 1: 13-14, says that those who believed are sealed with the Holy Spirit. which is a deposit which the father put on us to gurantee our salvation.
- Going to extreme on a teaching will make you a extremist, ensuring devastating results in the end.
- Since the Pentacostal Charismatics are so fervent about laying on hands and heal the sick, My friend insisted that the person who will have laying of hands on will be healed. What about those whose God will for them is not to be healed? Sometimes, not all the time, they lay false, empty hope on the already sick.
- Not everybody speaks in tongues, 1 Corinthians 12, paul says that certain people inherit different gifts. 1 Corinthians 14, paul does not deny speaking in tongues, but he rather everybody prophesise instead. And explained what good is the prayer if noone understands, no one gets edified.
However my friends, I did not say that there is no gifts of the spirit. God created us to serve him, not by doing miraculous things all the time, rather Christ and paul insisted that he rather you Love one another, for it is the greatest of gifts.
My friends, love one another, edify each other, do not harm your friends in anyway possible. The beginning of the birth pains are sufficing. So i say, Be Wary! Do not let Christ catch you red handed in your sinful nature. For the Day will come, where you will decide who is greater, God or the angel who rules this world, Satan.
It may sound scary, ya, i do not deny. But because of these, i keep myself walking in his will so that i may hasten his coming. Thats why we need to reach out to the people whom we care the most, for God has placed this burden in our hearts through the Holy Spirit. Do be sensetive to the Spirit, He calls and beckons in the most unexpected timing. You may not be up to your calling, but that does not mean God will allow you more time to get ready.
Pick up yourselves if you fallen, Comfort those you know who are down. Show them the love that Christ showed you. The Agape love whom all could not show. Do not be restricted by how you act, For God's Love knows no bounds. God's Love for his creations is so great he came to give us the only way to meet him, Jesus Christ, His Son.
Take time to think and reflect how God impacted your lives, have you forgotten your first love? Have you forgotten the Almighty Father who created you? I say wake up from your foolishness of asking who is more right! No one is more right than the word of God, No one understands the scripture better than anybody! Do you think you can understand God's ways? I myself am killing myself just trying to know his way of running things, yet i grow strong knowing the soveriegnity of God whom i chose to follow.
God is patient, but he is just. He awaits the day you are willing to recognise him. That is his great delight, for he truely longs that all creation come to him. However due to the sinful nature of man, not all can see who God is. Some he chose to save, Some he sent others to save, And some he chose not to save. So do not worry, and do not waste time to judge who is more likely to go to hell.
I said much for today. However, i only pray that you learn to love each other, not yourselves. Love is the greatest thing Jesus came to teach us, He went all the way to the cross to show us how much he loves us. If you do not believe, believe. If you do not faith, pray that God will show you how much he is taking care of you. There is noone greater than any other of those you know. We are of the same blood.
So here i end my entry. I would say this the greatest message i would preach up to date. Look forward to my message on the 16 of july. It will be on God's love.
WWOOOOHHHOOO, Kay kay kay! TO business i say! BUSINESS! IIIIIIITTTTTTSSSSSS
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~D.O.C.U.M.E.N.T.A.R.Y T.I.M.E~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
haha, hmmm just to let you guys out there know, I am not doing so well for my studies. My marks? er... no need to guess, still can. Why? Maybe i spend too much time writing for YOU! haha, no lah. Dunno why, i do not really have the motivation to study. Hmmm, But HERE'S something to motivate you! If you dun study, your parents will say " Someone is gonna get hurt a real BAD! ". Do it for your parents man, if you dun want to do it for yourselves.
Haha, I feel like as if i got laughing disease like that... heh heh, maybe its your presence? Talking about disease, Dengue is going down. Cancer going up. people going to die of heart attack when france is going to win, etc etc. Hmmm, guys pls lah. Excercise when got chance, then,
Guys : Macho up and look more shuai. Not neccessarily more handsome but better looking and if you accidentally offend girls, ( Pheebs i add your name here! haha! Dun say i never blog about you!) like eg. a girl i know, pheeebs, You can run fast fast so they wont han tam you! haha
Gals: You will look slimmer, become lighter, tone those loose muscles ( esp. the arm, even for you slim girls out there), and a good possibility you will look more prettier.
But then again, master personal physical trainer Ivan cannot do one thing, and thats FASHION... haha, I not so much into looks. more rather health. So ya, Gals, you make super chio but if you take like 30 min for 2.4 km JOG, hmmm, better consider jogging the weekends away.
OK! ( Quickly puts on pastor clothing, throw away his casual clothing and bling bling ) TIME FOR MY SHARING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yesterday, I had a long talk with a good brother of mine, Tan Zerong. He insisted that every christian can speak tongues. His backing? 4 incidents in the bible where upon baptism of the Holy Spirit, The people recorded in them can speak in tongues. My friend claim that the gift of tongues in a basic gift that all possess, its whether on we truely desires the gift of the Holy Spirit.
Well, I had a hour and a half long talk with Auntie Seok Hoon. Here are some things that were discussed.
1) Case of the short skirt girls
( not naming names here ) There was one time in church, a brother of mine, a group leader, realised how distracting were the legs of two sister. They wore those denim skirts that ways above knee level. He then asked me whether he should approach them about their dressing. I said its only so that you should. Tell them nicely.
My Friend's claim: What you did was wrong. Do not tell the girl "wear something decent", instead ask " Do you need something to cover your legs." My point is that you do oppose the person's freewill to do wat she wants. For we are not that person's conscience. If a brother sins because he sees the girl and lust. Help him, not blame the girl.
Well, ( me here k.) here are some of my views:
1) As long as you are being respectful of those around you, wear what you want to. It probably isn't a great idea to go to Church dressed like Britney Spears, if only for the simple fact that it might be a little bit distracting for others and might make them feel uncomfortable.
2) It doesn't matter if you can afford the best or newest clothes, I figure that if you go to Church, God is obiviously important to you, so just try to look nice (like having a shower, clean clothes) - like you would if you were going to a special occasion.
3) Women shouldn't have to be told to wear long skirts and cover their hair, etc....... A pair of pants or a sweatshirt surely would be more approiate than a mini skirt and a boob-tube.
4) How a person dresses doesn't necessarily reflect what they are like on the inside.
5) If people at your Church dress in a way that you deem "unacceptable" , have a chat to them first, don't lecture them. There might be a reason for woman wearing dirty trackpants (one of the kids was sick in the car). Or the man wearing a tatty shirt.
The above is taken from a website, so ya its copyrighted ok. only right to copy mah... haha.
2) Speaking in tongues.
as you read above, my friend strongly claimed the importance of speaking in tongues.
But here are Some questions:
-On wat basis is the tongue evaluated for the people. Refer to 1 corinthians 14: 26- 40.
-Whats the purpose of speaking in tongues?
- I do not deny the gift of tongues, but is it right to say that those baptised with the Holy Spirit MUST speak in tongues?Those who dun, they do not have the spirit?
- Refer to ephesians 1: 13-14, says that those who believed are sealed with the Holy Spirit. which is a deposit which the father put on us to gurantee our salvation.
- Going to extreme on a teaching will make you a extremist, ensuring devastating results in the end.
- Since the Pentacostal Charismatics are so fervent about laying on hands and heal the sick, My friend insisted that the person who will have laying of hands on will be healed. What about those whose God will for them is not to be healed? Sometimes, not all the time, they lay false, empty hope on the already sick.
- Not everybody speaks in tongues, 1 Corinthians 12, paul says that certain people inherit different gifts. 1 Corinthians 14, paul does not deny speaking in tongues, but he rather everybody prophesise instead. And explained what good is the prayer if noone understands, no one gets edified.
However my friends, I did not say that there is no gifts of the spirit. God created us to serve him, not by doing miraculous things all the time, rather Christ and paul insisted that he rather you Love one another, for it is the greatest of gifts.
My friends, love one another, edify each other, do not harm your friends in anyway possible. The beginning of the birth pains are sufficing. So i say, Be Wary! Do not let Christ catch you red handed in your sinful nature. For the Day will come, where you will decide who is greater, God or the angel who rules this world, Satan.
It may sound scary, ya, i do not deny. But because of these, i keep myself walking in his will so that i may hasten his coming. Thats why we need to reach out to the people whom we care the most, for God has placed this burden in our hearts through the Holy Spirit. Do be sensetive to the Spirit, He calls and beckons in the most unexpected timing. You may not be up to your calling, but that does not mean God will allow you more time to get ready.
Pick up yourselves if you fallen, Comfort those you know who are down. Show them the love that Christ showed you. The Agape love whom all could not show. Do not be restricted by how you act, For God's Love knows no bounds. God's Love for his creations is so great he came to give us the only way to meet him, Jesus Christ, His Son.
Take time to think and reflect how God impacted your lives, have you forgotten your first love? Have you forgotten the Almighty Father who created you? I say wake up from your foolishness of asking who is more right! No one is more right than the word of God, No one understands the scripture better than anybody! Do you think you can understand God's ways? I myself am killing myself just trying to know his way of running things, yet i grow strong knowing the soveriegnity of God whom i chose to follow.
God is patient, but he is just. He awaits the day you are willing to recognise him. That is his great delight, for he truely longs that all creation come to him. However due to the sinful nature of man, not all can see who God is. Some he chose to save, Some he sent others to save, And some he chose not to save. So do not worry, and do not waste time to judge who is more likely to go to hell.
I said much for today. However, i only pray that you learn to love each other, not yourselves. Love is the greatest thing Jesus came to teach us, He went all the way to the cross to show us how much he loves us. If you do not believe, believe. If you do not faith, pray that God will show you how much he is taking care of you. There is noone greater than any other of those you know. We are of the same blood.
So here i end my entry. I would say this the greatest message i would preach up to date. Look forward to my message on the 16 of july. It will be on God's love.
Sunday, July 2
WAH SEH! TIME FOR A NEW EEEEEENNNNNNTRY! FUUUUU!!!!
~~~~~~~ B.L.O.G T.I.M.E~~~~~~~~~~
WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
hahaha, just trying to be creative. I quite good ar! hahaha ( pat self on the shoulders ) YAHOOOOO!!! Super Saiyan Siao Mode! LVL 9999 WAH HAH HAH HAH.
k, serious, serious. SERIOUSLY JUS PLAYING ARND LIAO AR! HAHA. DOcuMeNTary TIme! FUUUUUUUU!
Wow, jus had a bacon sandwich party dinnner with my 3 moms ( my mum, God-mum, Grandma ). Living under one roof with 3 women se eh hard ar. haha, not really. Its just that they cannot stand my lazy attitudes, my grandma will go: " SI GI NA! KOH MAI KI ZHO AR!" literally means " DEAD CHILD, STILL DUN WANT TO GO DO AR!". Hokkien ar, tell you is the cutest and crudest tongue on earth man, find anything worse let me know hor, i will prove you wrong! WA HAH! But eh, You dun purposely go and learn everything they say ar! use your blain! use your blain! Go find out b4 you say the word... My cousin went arnd saying "CCB" around when he was 1+, wa seh, dunno how long then he stop saying. explaining might be quite hard... "ER, its your mother, you know? Ya that one! YA- no lah, dun any how point!". HAHA, i will jus say its a bad word can liao, some things let them find out when they older.
OKAY SIR, How can i be of seerrvvviiiccee to you? I know let me get you the finest.... THATS RIGHT! Today's sermon! haha, lac lah guys. Some how today one quite short, but really significant.
Sermon Title: Reach out to Jesus
Sermon Text: Mark 5: 21- 43
Please read the above verses first can? i give you five minutes, go read now........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................i said go read now...........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................read finish yet? wah seh, quite slow ar you, haha!............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
K lah, hope you read finish liao, or not i waste air space ar. waste space for you, who say i very bad?
Here are the pointers i obtained:
# In the midst of the event, the woman seeked Jesus with a purpose
What does this mean? Lets analyze this woman first.
- she has been bleeding for 12 years
- the jews outcasted her for her illness
- she must be tired and extremely weak from all that bleeding
- she was desperate. how? She spent all her money on doctors but they cannot help her, in fact the doctors just make it worse
- she heard that Jesus was in town, and got to see him
- She thought ( believed ) that if she could touch his clothes, her bleeding would stop
- the moment she touched Jesus, her bleeding stopped and she felt from within her that she was freed from her suffering
So this woman here, very very sick, had to just see the master healer. To this woman, she was badly suffering, not jus from her illnesses, she was suffering from:
- Financial issue - she gave all her money to cure herself to no avail.
- Physical issue - she was suffering for 12 years from bleeding, from hemorrhage.
- Social issue - the jews normally outcast the unwell.
- Spiritual issues - She needed Jesus.
In any case, out of her misery, she heard of Jesus, and probably heard of his healing powers, and she believed. Out of desperation, she believed! And she was willing to do anything to get to him. When Jesus was going to Jairus' house to revive his dead daughter, A extremely huge crowd followed. Basically they surrounded him. Now imagine a sick and weak woman, not wanting to be seen, pushing and squeezing through the crowd, just to touch his clothes. Thats Faith!
" In she touching Jesus, she was healed.
In Jesus being touched by her, she was whole."
However, Jesus noticed her actions. He felt some of his power went out from him. Immediately, although he is all knowing, turned around to ask who touched him. The disciples answered him, (v.31)" His disciples said to him," All this crowd is pressing around you.How can you ask,' Who touched me?'"
However Jesus insisted that someone touched him.The frightened woman, realizing what she had done, admitted to him what she has done, and Jesus told her,"Daughter, your faith has made you well. Go in peace. You have been healed.". What Jesus wanted to do was not scold her, but rather telling her that she does not have to sneak up on him to be healed. In todays context, it means we do not have to passively ask Christ for something, For John 16:24 say " Until now you have not asked for anything in my name.Ask and you will recieve, and your joy will be complete."
So friends lets live in assurance that Jesus is not one that hold back his blessings. Its whether we ask, whether we are willing to go through anything and ASK. Whether we are willing to reach out for Jesus, because he is reaching out to you.
Thats for todays lesson. pretty easy to digest ar? haha, for me maybe lah.
Today we had a good prayer meeting. I realized that listing down what you want to raise to the Lord is very good practice. Not only you do not forget what you wanted to lift to the Lord, you can check through and just see christ working. So ya, keep a pen and paper sometimes when you pray, for the Lord might just reveal something to you. You will never know right?
Did not see Yang hui today, and Hazel and chien hui jus gotta squeeze out whether are we together or not. OK JUS FOR YOU GUYS INFO! we are currently not together. We had some discern over our relationships and had to break up for the while to analyze our situations. so ya, dun ask liao k?
OH YEAH! WELCOME BACK JOSHUA!!!!!!!!!! WOOO HOOO!!!!! YEAH! ( whistle! ) haha. yeah welcome back man, haha, dunno why but WE MISSED YOU! I look forward to dynamic worshipping again! And oh yeah! WELCOME GLITTERBELL and FELICIA! FUUUUUU!!! glad to see ya! Guys, buck up man, so many girls coming in but no guys coming in.... WAT SIA! ALL LAZY AR! maybe i should get the ball rolling.
OK LAH GUYS! DOCUMENTARY ov-va! FUUUUUUUU!!!! IVAN OOOOOOOOUTTTTTTT!!!! (please lah, france is GONNA OWN THE WORLD CUP!!!!!!!!!!)
~~~~~~~ B.L.O.G T.I.M.E~~~~~~~~~~
WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
hahaha, just trying to be creative. I quite good ar! hahaha ( pat self on the shoulders ) YAHOOOOO!!! Super Saiyan Siao Mode! LVL 9999 WAH HAH HAH HAH.
k, serious, serious. SERIOUSLY JUS PLAYING ARND LIAO AR! HAHA. DOcuMeNTary TIme! FUUUUUUUU!
Wow, jus had a bacon sandwich party dinnner with my 3 moms ( my mum, God-mum, Grandma ). Living under one roof with 3 women se eh hard ar. haha, not really. Its just that they cannot stand my lazy attitudes, my grandma will go: " SI GI NA! KOH MAI KI ZHO AR!" literally means " DEAD CHILD, STILL DUN WANT TO GO DO AR!". Hokkien ar, tell you is the cutest and crudest tongue on earth man, find anything worse let me know hor, i will prove you wrong! WA HAH! But eh, You dun purposely go and learn everything they say ar! use your blain! use your blain! Go find out b4 you say the word... My cousin went arnd saying "CCB" around when he was 1+, wa seh, dunno how long then he stop saying. explaining might be quite hard... "ER, its your mother, you know? Ya that one! YA- no lah, dun any how point!". HAHA, i will jus say its a bad word can liao, some things let them find out when they older.
OKAY SIR, How can i be of seerrvvviiiccee to you? I know let me get you the finest.... THATS RIGHT! Today's sermon! haha, lac lah guys. Some how today one quite short, but really significant.
Sermon Title: Reach out to Jesus
Sermon Text: Mark 5: 21- 43
Please read the above verses first can? i give you five minutes, go read now........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................i said go read now...........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................read finish yet? wah seh, quite slow ar you, haha!............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
K lah, hope you read finish liao, or not i waste air space ar. waste space for you, who say i very bad?
Here are the pointers i obtained:
# In the midst of the event, the woman seeked Jesus with a purpose
What does this mean? Lets analyze this woman first.
- she has been bleeding for 12 years
- the jews outcasted her for her illness
- she must be tired and extremely weak from all that bleeding
- she was desperate. how? She spent all her money on doctors but they cannot help her, in fact the doctors just make it worse
- she heard that Jesus was in town, and got to see him
- She thought ( believed ) that if she could touch his clothes, her bleeding would stop
- the moment she touched Jesus, her bleeding stopped and she felt from within her that she was freed from her suffering
So this woman here, very very sick, had to just see the master healer. To this woman, she was badly suffering, not jus from her illnesses, she was suffering from:
- Financial issue - she gave all her money to cure herself to no avail.
- Physical issue - she was suffering for 12 years from bleeding, from hemorrhage.
- Social issue - the jews normally outcast the unwell.
- Spiritual issues - She needed Jesus.
In any case, out of her misery, she heard of Jesus, and probably heard of his healing powers, and she believed. Out of desperation, she believed! And she was willing to do anything to get to him. When Jesus was going to Jairus' house to revive his dead daughter, A extremely huge crowd followed. Basically they surrounded him. Now imagine a sick and weak woman, not wanting to be seen, pushing and squeezing through the crowd, just to touch his clothes. Thats Faith!
" In she touching Jesus, she was healed.
In Jesus being touched by her, she was whole."
However, Jesus noticed her actions. He felt some of his power went out from him. Immediately, although he is all knowing, turned around to ask who touched him. The disciples answered him, (v.31)" His disciples said to him," All this crowd is pressing around you.How can you ask,' Who touched me?'"
However Jesus insisted that someone touched him.The frightened woman, realizing what she had done, admitted to him what she has done, and Jesus told her,"Daughter, your faith has made you well. Go in peace. You have been healed.". What Jesus wanted to do was not scold her, but rather telling her that she does not have to sneak up on him to be healed. In todays context, it means we do not have to passively ask Christ for something, For John 16:24 say " Until now you have not asked for anything in my name.Ask and you will recieve, and your joy will be complete."
So friends lets live in assurance that Jesus is not one that hold back his blessings. Its whether we ask, whether we are willing to go through anything and ASK. Whether we are willing to reach out for Jesus, because he is reaching out to you.
Thats for todays lesson. pretty easy to digest ar? haha, for me maybe lah.
Today we had a good prayer meeting. I realized that listing down what you want to raise to the Lord is very good practice. Not only you do not forget what you wanted to lift to the Lord, you can check through and just see christ working. So ya, keep a pen and paper sometimes when you pray, for the Lord might just reveal something to you. You will never know right?
Did not see Yang hui today, and Hazel and chien hui jus gotta squeeze out whether are we together or not. OK JUS FOR YOU GUYS INFO! we are currently not together. We had some discern over our relationships and had to break up for the while to analyze our situations. so ya, dun ask liao k?
OH YEAH! WELCOME BACK JOSHUA!!!!!!!!!! WOOO HOOO!!!!! YEAH! ( whistle! ) haha. yeah welcome back man, haha, dunno why but WE MISSED YOU! I look forward to dynamic worshipping again! And oh yeah! WELCOME GLITTERBELL and FELICIA! FUUUUUU!!! glad to see ya! Guys, buck up man, so many girls coming in but no guys coming in.... WAT SIA! ALL LAZY AR! maybe i should get the ball rolling.
OK LAH GUYS! DOCUMENTARY ov-va! FUUUUUUUU!!!! IVAN OOOOOOOOUTTTTTTT!!!! (please lah, france is GONNA OWN THE WORLD CUP!!!!!!!!!!)
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